I'm not sure how many people may be watching me, and if it's none I can't say I'll be surprised. I've been away for a long time and for no good reason. The first half of the year brought on a bout of depression I couldn't shake due to unemployment and a lack of motivation for photography. Until a few weeks ago, I hadn't picked up my camera in...God, who knows? I was going through a stage of self-loathing and coming here just reminded me of my situation: I'm stuck at home all day, I can't drive off and take photos and everyone in my life works.

Well enough is enough. I'm feeling better now, my life seems to slowly be taking some sort of direction (I've made connections with a disability job agent) and things are overall looking brighter. Even if I have some bad days that shouldn't stop me from enjoying your work; you're all so damn talented and I genuinely enjoy your company.

Tomorrow I'll hopefully be getting a paid account again and I look forward to catching up on everyone's work. If my actions, or lack thereof, have been disrespectful or hurtful to anyone then I truly apologise from the bottom of my heart. I'm fully aware of what a shithead I am.

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Err, anyway, where is everyone? I know I just got back into the dA swing of things but it seems so quiet around here. Nobody's really updating their journals, deviations...hellooo? Bueller?


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